Why we are in separation

My beloved son,

When you will grow up, going through your teenage and your youth and rest of your life; you will definitely ask this. Why your dad wasn't around you during your toddler years. 

I can not express in any language how much difficult it is for me to be stay in separation with you. I never wanted this, and I always prayed to Allah to unite us. 

Everyone get married to have a family, to extend the family line, to have compassion. And I was no different. But unfortunately my married life turned out opposite. I married an apparently religious girl, but after marriage; I found out having children is big no to her and her family. 

As you know, that you were born on 30th December, 2018. On the last week of January, 2020; we came to know that we will have another child. But this great news was not accepted with joy and cheer by your mother and her family. And they went to the point of terminating the pregnancy without any medical reason. When I was deprived of my second child, and you were deprived of your sibling; apparently for no reason; it became impossible for me to continue my married life. That's why I gave divorce to your mother . And filed for the custody of you as early as possible. But the world was severely hit by the Covid pandemic (which is still going on at the time of writing this post) during this time. Which bring unnecessary delay in the litigation process and kind of put us (i.e. you and me) in complete separation.

My son, I never intend to stay separate from you. Never, not for a moment. But for unavoidable circumstance, we are in separation right now. I think about you all the time.

May Allah unite us soon. May Allah allow us to spend our days together. May Allah allow me to raise you as a good Muslim. In Sha Allah, we will be united soon.

And lastly, I'll make all the documents of litigation process available for you. If you go through them, you will be able to distinguish the truth from falsehood.

Your Father

Kawnayeen